“…every player must have a reason…”

Day 13 Not sure that is the case for me right now. And I don’t know my characters as well as I want to. Right now I’m close on getting stuck… starting to doubt myself. I sort of finished a first (very rough) draft. I’m not finished by far but I kind of know where I’m going with the story, how it begins and how it ends. There’s loads of junk that need to get sorted out, changes to make… lots to do. Ah, just thinking about it makes me freak out. There’s no way I can write four pages when I’m rewriting, I should be glad if I can make one… feels like I’m failing. I need mood music or something… ah, I don’t know what I need…